So, my cover is about to be blown.
My safe little bubble of happily spouting whatever I feel like saying without anyone who actually knows me in real life is about to pop.
Because I’m moving very soon.
And, there is someone who reads my blog occasionally who doesn’t realize who I am…but that person will probably put the pieces together after she sees wait a second…she just moved and that blogger just moved to the same place…same exact time, same # of/ages of boys…wait a goshdarned second.
I wonder if I will lose a follower after that happens.
I wonder if I will be banned from said person’s blog.
Because, irl, we are not friends.
Not enemies by any stretch of the imagination.
And actually, a person whom I used to consider a friend-with-potential….not someone whom I was really close with, but someone whom I thought that I could possibly be good friends with when we got to know each other better.
But, stupid stuff happens.
I didn’t do anything.
She didn’t do anything.
But, because we were in the same obnoxious mommy group and there was some ridiculous falling out that I still don’t understand…we ended up on different sides…not that I actually picked a side, just sort of ended up where I ended up…hell, I don’t even know if there really were sides.
I just know that when everything was over(whatever happened, I was clueless), I was put into the category that was not talked to any more by said blogger.
But, because I had no problems with this person and I knew of her blog, after quite a bit of time had passed, I read it, followed it, comment on it, etc.
And now, I wonder what will happen when she figures it out.
If she’ll be annoyed.
Or maybe she won’t care at all.
It’s new for me, having someone who actually knows me read something that I write.
It makes me nervous.
All of you who blog and have your friends read what you write: you are far braver than I.