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December 23, 2011 by: Shell

Things They Can’t Say: The Squashed Bologna

Please welcome this week’s featured blogger, Varda of The Squashed Bologna. 

Dear Friends I’ve Never Met

I’m thrilled to be here at Shell’s today. But I have to say also a little anxious. Her blog is called “Things I Can’t Say” and her guest post feature is “Things They Can’t Say.” But the thing is? I pretty much say EVERYTHING, am fully “out there” on my blog. And the few things I don’t say? I’m not going to go into here, either, as I DO want to stay married.

But one thing I don’t think I’ve ever quite done is put my love of my blogging friends into words. So I will rectify that today… starting with Shell:

Thank you so much for being such a good bloggy friend to so many, for creating this wonderful community here, for being a connector-of-people of the highest order. You are special my friend, very special; and I am honored to have been asked to post with you today.

I have the most amazing friends I’ve never met.

My real-life friends? The ones whose children did or do go to school with mine, the ones I met on the playground in those early days of figuring out how to survive motherhood, the autism/special needs moms I’ve met in support groups or on SN school tours or recognized via their kids with my “ASD-dar” and sidled up to seeking connection (and the precious few from my worldly past who have stuck with me through these crazed child-centric years)?

All these I cherish. They are probably getting tired of hearing me declare, at least once a month, that I have, right now, the best group of friends I’ve ever had in my entire life. Ever.

We drink coffee together, fortifying ourselves for our too-full crazy days. We laugh. Sometimes we grocery shop in tandem, turning a chore into a communal experience.

But they are not my blogging friends, whose inner lives I am so constantly keen to, whose private-most thoughts I have swum in since the moment I first laid eyes upon… their words on a computer screen.

I don’t know how I can adequately describe this immediate intimacy unless you are one of this tribe (and as you are reading this on a blog, you may well be).

I have been a part of so many groups in my long and varied life. But being a blogger is a different type of belonging, one that crosses so many seeming boundaries.

One of the things I love the most about this tribe is how all encompassing it is. We are Jews and Christians, Muslims and Hindus, Pagans, Buddhists, and devout Atheists, Mormons, secular humanists, and, I believe, at least one Zoroastrian. Doesn’t matter.

We live in cities, small towns, farms, near wilderness, seacoasts, mountains, deserts, America, Canada, Ireland, France, Turkey, Brazil, Australia, Korea, and a thousand places in between.

Some few I have actually met in real life… the ones that are local New York folk, or when we have gathered at blogging conferences. And these meetings are always too brief, too fleeting; but ecstatic, filled to the brim with feeling.

For some, blogging is a lifeline, their local friends few and far between; a way out of isolation. Others, like me, are part of a large and lively community in their home town, but still they seek something more. We are a goup of driven over-sharers, who also want to know each other; for we don’t only write, we read, too. A lot.

I know the pain of your divorce, how your joy at the birth of your third child is tempered with the sadness that she will certainly be your last, the devastation of the loss of your only brother, the torturous childhood you barely survived.

I know the wrenching details of your PPD, ADD, PTSD, infertility, addiction, betrayal. And also the depth of your strength as you have overcome, shone through. And the fierce love (with teeth) you have for your children, family, home.

You know my struggles with my own ADD; the many fears and frustrations surrounding my one son’s autism; the pain of my beloved father’s death, the days I am mourning him, still; and yet also the joy of my sons’ many triumphs and happinesses; the thrill of my autistic son’s progress.

My friends at the coffee shop, we don’t go there, often. We tell sweet stories about our children, commiserate about homework wars, complain about our husbands, make each other laugh.

This is not to say these are superficial relationships, fair-weather friends. We ARE decidedly there for each other, support each other through thick and thin. It’s just we don’t dive deep every day, there is no need.

But you, my bloggy friends? We go there. Every. single. day. Sometimes, yes, you are light and frothy and make me laugh until I snort coffee out my nose. But I also know what lies underneath your humor, I have read those – other – posts, too, where the fear and pain leaks out.

I consider you my friends. Not my “online ‘friends’ ha-ha” but true friends. Friends of the heart, and the mind. I may never deliver my cyber-hugs in person to you who have oceans and continents dividing us, you who have a child you cannot leave for even a day.

But know this: I am here, loving you. Whether you are one of my daily must-reads, my most intimate beloveds, my more-than-once-a-day tweets, or my occasional reads, my on-my-radar-but-loosely-tethered connections… you have touched me, changed me, forever.

This parenting journey, with its mad twists and unexpected turns, is something I had never imagined would be quite like this. It has taken me to places wondrous and terrifying, and none more strange and strangely beautiful as this: the (mostly mom) blogging world.

My need to share my parenting joys and sorrows has lead me to you: my blog friends. You, who I would not trade for anything; not even for a magic carpet to fly me high over the bumps and chasms in the road, straight to my presumed destination.

For I would rather trod along the earth, its every up and down, with you at my side; discovering what lies ahead as we come upon it, laughing and crying our way through this terrain together.

Together, my friends. Together.
Please leave Varda some comment love here and then go follow The Squashed Bologna. You can also find her on facebook and twitter. 

 

P.S.  I need lots of help for next week’s Things They Can’t Say- please check out my facebook fanpage today for how to participate. 

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Comments

  1. Rebecca @ Unexplained X2 says

    December 23, 2011 at 7:49 am

    Well said…this is so true. Thanks for putting my thoughts into words!

    • Varda (SquashedMom) says

      December 23, 2011 at 11:19 am

      Thank you so much. I’m glad it resonates with you!

  2. Sorta Southern Single Mom says

    December 23, 2011 at 8:07 am

    So well said… blogging lends itself to a level of intimacy you don’t often achieve in person.

    • Varda (SquashedMom) says

      December 23, 2011 at 11:20 am

      Yes, yes! And people that don’t get it are just baffled. But WE know, don’t we?

  3. NayLahKnee says

    December 23, 2011 at 8:43 am

    Spot on. Sometimes I think my blog readers understand more about what is going on then my sudd-muffin.

    • Varda (SquashedMom) says

      December 23, 2011 at 11:21 am

      Thanks! It is lovely to be listened to & known, isn’t it?

  4. Alison@Mama Wants This says

    December 23, 2011 at 8:48 am

    Couldn’t have said it better myself. Great post, Varda.

    • Varda (SquashedMom) says

      December 23, 2011 at 11:23 am

      Thank you so much my friend. You know you were one of the ones I was thinking of when I was writing about people we hold dear who are “oceans and continents apart,” right? Cyber-hugs to you!

  5. Galit Breen says

    December 23, 2011 at 8:52 am

    Oh my, you. This? Is stunning. True words of the heart, and completely true. xo

    • Varda (SquashedMom) says

      December 23, 2011 at 11:25 am

      Thank you. This means so much coming from such a wonderful writer as yourself. I was actually a little nervous about this one, afraid I sounded a bit “preachy.” I’m so glad it has touched you.

  6. Ashley says

    December 23, 2011 at 8:54 am

    Amen, sister friend! So very well said. And so so glad to have another awesome blog to stalk…um…I mean read at a socially appropriate frequency. (I’m also the crazy lady at the park with the a-dar going who will find some way to talk to you.). =)

    • Varda (SquashedMom) says

      December 23, 2011 at 11:27 am

      Amen, back atcha, sister! Would love to hang out on a park bench with you sometime. Wait, that’s really not as creepy as it sounds 😉

  7. Not a Perfect Mom says

    December 23, 2011 at 9:02 am

    this is one of the most perfectly written posts…

    • Varda (SquashedMom) says

      December 23, 2011 at 11:27 am

      Blushing. thank you.

  8. Jessica says

    December 23, 2011 at 9:16 am

    This could not be more perfect. Every word of this rings true for me. Since I began this blogging journey there is always someone here for me, every single day. There is no way to measure this type of support and, I thought, no words to do it justice, until I read yours Varda. Perfect.

    • Varda (SquashedMom) says

      December 23, 2011 at 11:28 am

      And you, my friend, are another of the legendarily supportive bloggers I was thinking of as I wrote this piece. You have been through so much, are so honest and true on your blog, and are there for so many. Hugs to you again and again.

  9. Blue Sky says

    December 23, 2011 at 9:23 am

    Every single word of this is true, and you are just such a wonderful writer Varda, and I am very proud to be one of your friends here in the on-line world xx

    • Varda (SquashedMom) says

      December 23, 2011 at 11:29 am

      And I feel so lucky to know you too, to count you as “in my corner,” always.

  10. RoryBore says

    December 23, 2011 at 9:44 am

    Beautifully said. I couldn’t have explained it better myself: especially to those who ask why I am so immersed into this bloggy world. Wonderful Varda, simply and truly wonderful. One of the best posts I have ever read in my 4 years of blogging.

    • Varda (SquashedMom) says

      December 23, 2011 at 11:31 am

      Thank you. (Starting to hyperventilate, not sure I can handle this much praise.)

  11. Kelly says

    December 23, 2011 at 9:45 am

    “This is not to say these are superficial relationships, fair-weather friends. We ARE decidedly there for each other, support each other through thick and thin. It’s just we don’t dive deep every day, there is no need.”

    I found this comment so true and relevant in my own life. Thanks for sharing.

    • Varda (SquashedMom) says

      December 23, 2011 at 11:48 am

      And thank you for letting me know I’ve touched you. It’s what this blogging stuff is all about (for me at least).

  12. By Word of Mouth Musings says

    December 23, 2011 at 9:54 am

    What a beautiful sentiment, and such a gracious view of the blogging world. The real life friends don’t really get that the people who seem to live in my screen are as real to me as they are – even if I’ve never met them. After a year a blogging, and attending a few conferences, my life has been blessed immeasurably by so many kind hearts. Friends that I hold near and dear who are so loving and supportive, my life is so much richer!
    Much love to you xxx

    • Varda (SquashedMom) says

      December 23, 2011 at 11:51 am

      Oh, Nicole, much love right back to you. That I count you as one of my readers and supporters makes me immeasurable happy! And next year (you are coming to BlogHer12, right?) more than ONE hug!

  13. Jen says

    December 23, 2011 at 10:06 am

    Varda, This is so beautifully said, well written and so true. I have made some wonderful and abiding friendships in my less than one year of blogging, I couldn’t be more grateful to have them in my life.

    • Varda (SquashedMom) says

      December 23, 2011 at 11:52 am

      Isn’t it so nice to have something to be so grateful about in our lives, so enriching? Glad it’s been wonderful for you, too.

  14. Jessie Powell says

    December 23, 2011 at 10:36 am

    I love the way blogging allows me to meet people and really get to know them in a way that I wouldn’t if I were in real life. Sometimes, we can write to strangers what we cannot say to friends and that allows us to make real friends in a way we can’t face to face, or at a pace we couldn’t face to face. Well stated!

    • Varda (SquashedMom) says

      December 23, 2011 at 6:48 pm

      Isn’t it wonderful? And now we have met, too!

  15. Nicole DeZarn says

    December 23, 2011 at 10:40 am

    So very, very true. I love this:) I also l love finding another mom of kids with special needs. 🙂 nice to “meet u”

    • Varda (SquashedMom) says

      December 23, 2011 at 6:50 pm

      Nice to “meet” you, too. Us special needs parents are a particularly wonderful sub-set of bloggers, a fierce and supportive tribe of our own.

  16. Practical Parenting says

    December 23, 2011 at 12:16 pm

    Beautifully written and so very true. We dig deeper here because we can. Because we know we will not burden others with our innermost thoughts. Because we know we will find support.

    • Varda (SquashedMom) says

      December 23, 2011 at 6:52 pm

      Thank you. Yes, anyone that doesn’t want to go there with us? Just doesn’t have to read our posts. Better than bending someone’s unwelcome ear at a party anytime, I say.

  17. Jocelyn @ ScooterMarie says

    December 23, 2011 at 2:27 pm

    This is so well-written and true. I love it!

    • Varda (SquashedMom) says

      December 24, 2011 at 6:00 am

      Thank you so very much.

  18. Grumpy Grateful Mom says

    December 23, 2011 at 2:49 pm

    Wonderful post! I completely agree. I have gotten to know some very dear friends through blogging.

    • Varda (SquashedMom) says

      December 24, 2011 at 6:01 am

      Amazing, isn’t it? (And I love your name – can completely relate to both the grumpy and the grateful.)

  19. K A B L O O E Y says

    December 23, 2011 at 3:04 pm

    How you manage to be so articulate and get-at-the-core on point about everything you write about, amidst the swirl of “regular” life (you want to make god, or the secular humanist equivalent, laugh, say you have a regular life) amazes me. The fact that you can do it during the tornado of holiday craziness is gift-giving at its very highest level. Thank you so much for this post. I agree cubed. Wish I were there.

    • Varda (SquashedMom) says

      December 24, 2011 at 6:00 am

      OK, now you’re making me blush. I wish you were here, too. So close and yet so far. But we will see each other soon, come hell or high water. See, you’re exactly the kind of new-blogging-friend-who-feels-so-much-like-an-old-friend-I-can’t-believe-we-just-met-this-year I am talking about here!

  20. Barnmaven says

    December 23, 2011 at 8:08 pm

    This gave me chills, tears, and a very warm heart. Sometimes I think you are speaking my words from your fingertips.

    • Varda (SquashedMom) says

      December 24, 2011 at 6:03 am

      Oh, friend, you know how I love you. Cyber-hugs to you from across the continent.

  21. Victoria KP says

    December 23, 2011 at 10:01 pm

    What a gorgeous post! This made my night. Thank you!

    • Varda (SquashedMom) says

      December 24, 2011 at 6:03 am

      And now your comment has made my night. Thank you right back!

  22. Jennie B says

    December 23, 2011 at 10:37 pm

    Yes! So grateful I can call you a blogging friend! And perhaps we will meet in real life again someday.

  23. Rach (DonutsMama) says

    December 23, 2011 at 11:27 pm

    It really is amazing how close we can feel to our blogging friends. The distinction between IRL friends and online friends is becoming very blurred.

  24. Jessica says

    December 24, 2011 at 2:52 am

    No way could I have said it better… GREAT post. Although I have only 9 followers and only blog once in a while, I am trying to blog more but since I don’t have kids or an exciting life, it’s hard to find things to write about, I LOVE my blog friends.

    I love having a window into their world. As you said, seeing things about them that we probably wouldn’t see in real life.

    Your writing is beautiful. I’m definitely on my way to check out your little corner of the blog world.

    Hope you and the amazing Shell enjoy your holidays!

  25. Emmy says

    December 24, 2011 at 1:05 pm

    Yes unless you are a blogger it is hard to understand how real and wonderful those connections and friendships can be

  26. Kir says

    December 27, 2011 at 11:03 am

    Oh Varda, how I adore you….and I consider YOU a friend in my life, in my heart…in my world. xo

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