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February 3, 2012 by: Shell

Things They Can’t Say: A Day in Mollywood

You know what I think of when I think of today’s featured blogger? Someone who knows who she is and blogs from a very honest place. Please welcome Molly from A Day in Mollywood. Someone I absolutely cannot wait to hug at Blissdom later this month!
I have this problem. Maybe you have it. Maybe you don’t. Maybe you have it but you don’t even know you have it. As was the case with me.

My problem is called negative self-talk.

I became aware of this life-altering, tragic habit only after seeing the same therapist for an entire year. What? Everyone has a therapist, right? Or is that just me? Okay, moving along . . .

She told me that I beat myself up too much. That I have a terrible case of negative self-talk. I was shocked when she said it.

“No I don’t,” I argued.

Later that night I thought long and hard about her words. The conversation in my head went a bit like this.

Who does she think she is? Telling me I beat myself up too much. I don’t beat myself up. I just have high standards. And I don’t meet most of the standards. I am far behind my standards. I can’t do anything right. God, I really suck at life. I have to go to therapy. That right there is a sign that I suck. Man, I’m really worthless.

Do you see what happened there? Yeah, me too. Look how mean I was being to myself!

Negative self-talk is when your inner voice tells you very bad things. The voice talks so quickly that most people don’t even know it’s happening.

The next time I saw my therapist I told her about my little light bulb moment.

“You’re right,” I said with a smirk, “I hate on myself and I didn’t even know it.”

She looked me in the eye and said, “Now that you know you have the power to stop it.”

POWER. Now there is a word that should be in every person’s vocabulary.

After 30 years, I had perfected the art of negative self-talk. Only now is it clear how severely this terrible little voice inside has affected my physical and mental well-being.

Think about it this way – if there were someone standing in front of you telling you horrible, no-good things multiple times a day, well, you’d be a mess, right? It’s the same with negative self-talk.

But it’s not easy to stop. First comes awareness but then comes the hard part. Stopping the talk before you start. You have to learn to catch yourself before you attack. I’m not always great at catching it. Sometimes I have to stop mid-sentence.

For instance:

Ugh, look at this laundry piling up. I hate laundry. Maybe if I were more organized it wouldn’t pile up like this . . . oops. There I go again. You’re not a bad person for not doing the laundry. You’re a tired mom and it happens to everyone.

Do you see how I changed my self-talk? I literally talked myself out of the bad thought I was having.

Now that you know about negative self-talk, I’ll give you a challenge. Listen to yourself. No, really. Listen carefully to that unspoken dialogue taking place within you. Are you being nice to yourself?

Because you should be.

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Comments

  1. Vinobaby says

    February 3, 2012 at 7:27 am

    Hi Molly, nice to ‘ meet’ you. I think everyone fights with their inner critic, and we all are far too tough on ourselves. Love how you suggest catching ourselves mid-sentence. We all should be nicer to ourselves.

  2. JDaniel4s Mom says

    February 3, 2012 at 7:44 am

    I love this post! It is so easy to head down this path and forget all the wonderful things we all do everyday.

  3. Alison@Mama Wants This says

    February 3, 2012 at 8:53 am

    Nice to meet you Molly! 

    I have a bitch in my head – she tells me constantly that I’m not good enough, that I haven’t accomplished enough in my life and look where I am today – just a mom.

    I need to squash that bitch. 🙂

  4. Julie says

    February 3, 2012 at 9:05 am

    Great post!

  5. Jen says

    February 3, 2012 at 9:25 am

    It’s so funny we try to be so nice to everyone else in our lives yet we do this to ourselves! Self love it’s so important.. great post. We really have  to have a positive conversation in our heads with ourselves, love ourselves for our good and not so good points.

  6. Cindi says

    February 3, 2012 at 9:30 am

    What a great post Molly. Seems we all struggle with that so it’s nice to see it’s (normal) and addressed. 🙂

  7. Amber Osterhout says

    February 3, 2012 at 9:31 am

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  8. beckykid says

    February 3, 2012 at 9:37 am

    I’m in the process of listening to myself more & trying to eliminate negative self talk. It took being put on an anti-depressant to get to this point, but it’s helping & for that I’m grateful. It doesn’t always work, but I’m WORLDS better than I used to be.

    Thanks for writing this out 🙂 I think for someone that doesn’t have that negative talk doesn’t really understand it!

  9. Making It Work Mom says

    February 3, 2012 at 10:09 am

    Negative self-talk is the downfall of many a mom. You need to be your own cheerleader.

  10. SassyModernMom says

    February 3, 2012 at 10:20 am

    Wow is this ever great advice! You know what’s funny, I NEVER allow my girls to participate in negative self talk. No “I can’t do it, I’m not smart enought”…but just now realized, I do it all the time!! Must stop!

  11. Jenn [ Crippled Girl ] says

    February 3, 2012 at 10:43 am

    Such a great post! I needed this reminder today 🙂  

  12. Misty @ The Family Math says

    February 3, 2012 at 11:20 am

    Great advice. I’ve found that helps with my anxiety, too. I even do what I consider talking TO my anxiety, and it helps.

  13. Jennifer says

    February 3, 2012 at 11:28 am

    I am so very bad about doing this. I do it ALL the time. You are right, it is very hard to stop.

  14. Oka says

    February 3, 2012 at 11:50 am

    “The bad stuff is easier to believe.  Ever notice that?”

    Maybe I need a therapist, I have never been able to stop.

  15. MiMi says

    February 3, 2012 at 11:56 am

    So THAT’S what’s wrong with my brain…negative self talk…

  16. Helene says

    February 3, 2012 at 12:00 pm

    I’m sooooo guilty of this myself.  I cut slack for everyone else except myself.  Really need to do better on this!

  17. Galit Breen says

    February 3, 2012 at 2:38 pm

    This? Is amazing and necessary and all sorts of wow.

    {Thank you.}

  18. JD @ Honest Mom says

    February 3, 2012 at 2:41 pm

    Me! *raising my hand* I have a therapist!

    I totally beat myself up about having so little patience for my kids. I think, “If I was a better mom I’d be more patient and could shrug off the whining and crying and they’d listen and be good and man, do I suck at this…”

    But what I’ve realized is exactly what you said: I have to cut myself some slack. My kids aren’t easy. And I’m doing things to help myself be more patient and happy and a better mom, from medications for depression/anxiety/irritability to getting more time for myself.

    Happy mama = happy kids. We gotta take care of ourselves, too.

    Great post!

  19. MommaKiss says

    February 3, 2012 at 2:48 pm

    I can fully relate, because it seems the only one I’m consistently negative to is myself.
    Must have more convos in my head!

  20. Emmy says

    February 3, 2012 at 4:08 pm

    They spoke about this exact thing at the conference I went to this weekend- and yes it is so easy to do. We would never let someone else talk to us this way, or someone talk this way to our kids- so why do we do it to ourselves? Great post!

  21. Kimberly says

    February 3, 2012 at 4:13 pm

    I do this to myself, sometimes without even realizing it. If I don’t let others talk to me this way, I need to stop letting myself do it too. Great post, Molly!!

  22. Carolyn says

    February 3, 2012 at 5:52 pm

    It’s so easy to be a negative-talker and not even realize it.
    I know I do it to myself sometimes, and realizing it is good, it’ll help stop it.
    Great post.

  23. Birdie says

    February 3, 2012 at 6:47 pm

    This is a great post Molly… I agree we all need to start paying attention to our self talk ! I find it hard sometimes as well and um NOPE you aren’t alone I have a therapist too.

  24. Jessica@Team Rasler says

    February 3, 2012 at 11:53 pm

    Great post!  What finally made me realize how much negative self-talk I was doing was surprisingly my mother-in-law, because every time I said something even remotely negative, she contradicted me so strongly that I was actually really annoyed by it.  But once I realized it, I could at least try to stop it a bit when she was around.  Which led to trying not to do it all the time.  I think instead of thinking about what’s wrong with ME that is making it hard, I’m trying to figure out what situation is making it hard for me to reach my high standards.  That’s helping me feel better and make real changes!

  25. momof12 says

    February 4, 2012 at 3:28 am

    I used to beat myself up way more than I do now. It just takes too much time and effort to try to whip myself into shape!
    Sandy

  26. Sorta Southern Single Mom says

    February 4, 2012 at 9:01 am

    I think you might be hiding inside my head…seriously… you sound just like the “little voice” inside my head…the one that says, “Expect the worst and be happy when it doesn’t happen.”

  27. Jessica says

    February 4, 2012 at 9:28 am

    I love this post!! I do this a lot, and need to stop. Thanks for the advice!

  28. Not a Perfect Mom says

    February 4, 2012 at 6:42 pm

    I love this! I need to print it and stick it right on my fridge…

  29. Kristi says

    February 5, 2012 at 2:54 am

    I had the same lightbulb moment with MY therapist!! 🙂 The negative self-talk had put me in such a low place. I didn’t even understand it was happening. The hard part is stopping what has become a habit. When I pay attention I’m able to catch it…still have those days that I tend to listen! This is a really great post and an important one for so many of us women.

    Thanks for being so authentic and sharing!!

  30. The Hook says

    February 5, 2012 at 8:35 am

    Great guest post!

  31. Tara says

    February 5, 2012 at 9:57 am

    Good for you! Take that power and give yourself a break! You are good enough, don’t listen to yourself if yourself is trying beat you down!

  32. Charity Delein says

    February 5, 2012 at 2:22 pm

    Great guest post, thanks for sharing. There is so much truth in this post I’m ALOT of women can relate. 

  33. Rambling Redhead says

    February 5, 2012 at 4:21 pm

    I am guilty of Negative self-talk myself.  Thinking I am not good enough, blah,blah. I have been doing some exercising in front of the mirror every morning. Saying something positive over and over again, hopefully my brain gets it one day. Wonderful post.

  34. John says

    February 6, 2012 at 7:33 am

    I’m guilty of the same . . . and I’m far meaner to myself than anyone else has been, ever.  But, like most any behavior, knowing that you’re committing it is the first step to stopping it.

    Great post, and thank you for reminding some of us that we’re not alone in what we’re doing.

  35. (FL) Girl with a New Life says

    February 6, 2012 at 6:12 pm

    Someone pointed this one out to me about six years ago. Eliminating self talk really made a difference in my trajectory.

    See you at Blissdom!

Welcome to Things I Can't Say: Tips and Tales from an Introverted Mom. I'm Shell. Boy mom, beach girl, bookworm, ball games, baker, brand ambassador, Thinking yoga, food, and travel should start with "b," too. Finding the easiest way to do some things while overthinking so many others. Read More…

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